My 2 weeks off are ending!

Soon, Its been about 2 weeks of vacation & about 2 weeks in a daze. Thanks to some herbal enhancements I've had an appetite of a some animal that eats lots!!! Luckily for my body my vacation is ending and I can't afford anymore herbal aroma therapy. Its been a struggle and I really feel weighed down in all aspects of my life from my diet over the past couple weeks. My diet has consisted at about 20 raw and about 90% vegan. I really have been letting things slip by my mouth with ease and not really caring. Of course I care afterward, right about now, when i feel like a paper weight. With this next week in sight I motivated again to get back into healthy eating. I'm not looking to it as a rescue plan but more like a gift which my body needs. It will help me with my new fall budget. Fall tends to be more pricey. Like I mentioned in my previous post, coming this winter I will be moving out on my own. I'm pretty excited on living on my own. Its about time that I had a place I can call my own. Its going to be very simple.. I'm going to have about 2 plates, 2 bowls, 2 cups, and my clothing & mattress. I began thinking the other day; 'Why do people own so many clothes??!!', Including myself?!? When I transition into my new place this winter I'm going to cut my clothing down in half.. If I haven't worn it in 2 weeks its GONE! No matter how amazing it looks, what store I may eventually have or what music video it should be in. GONE.. If you have been following me from blog to vlog to blog then you'll notice that there was a point in time where materialistic things didn't mean as much to me. They still don't but I let myself get off track with spending and materialist and fashion. fashion is the devil, or at least one of its many arms.! Its like a drug as it makes me feel emotionally high and strong when i walk around in a new outfit.. This disturbs me as I'm trying to be someone who can find that same feeling of confidence and joy just from opening my eyes in the morning. I haven't been trying very hard I might add, but its my intention, I SWEAR! ..